So, as nobody probably knows, I was at one time very, very religious in addition to having been in foster care. Well, last night brought a pretty strange dream.

I was on this island, and my foster parents were there. They were doing some sort of worship and Bible study I remember, and I wanted to join in. However, they told me that I couldn't because I had made a pact with the devil. I told them that that was nonsense; I brought Arnold though so that we could do it together I suppose.

Well, they kept insisting I had, and then this demon comes and tells me that I had, indeed, made a pact with the devil. Well, I guess I begged God for forgiveness, because somehow the demon left, and then I remember me and Arnold sitting and talking afterwards about the life we'll have together, now that I no longer had a pact with the devil. He told me it was probably time to wake up... Because, funny thing is, it just so happened to be time to wake up, even though my alarm never went off....

As far as interpretation goes, I kind of know what it means. It seems like it's my insecurities coming out of making the wrong decision in addition to my fears of being judged by other people as doing "bad" things when I didn't think of them being bad. The demon that came out was my literal inner demon; I mean, you try being told you'll be promiscuous even though you aren't and see if you don't get worried that you'll be seen as such. It's not fun. And the part afterward I think was because Arnold's always encouraged me, and told me that it's okay - that the demons aren't right about it, in addition to some personal things we discussed last night concerning the future. So.... I'm not too worried about it; just thought it was a strange one.