Arcturus ProloguePrologueﾠI am not unique.Every day, every hour, every moment is a struggle just to survive.But even that in itself is an oxymoron...I have already died.I hope that people will ready my story, and understand what sort of person I really am. I am still learning how to feel, how to live, and how to be a person again. On top of that, I am still repenting for the crimes I committed.I should not be allowed to exist, nor should any of those who were like me. Our crimes are unforgivable, and beyond obscene. I do not deserve this new life that Giattrius has granted me, or this second chance to be a living, breathing being - and one with great power and influence. I hold Giattrius and Cassopya in the highest esteem, and am thankful every day for the generosity they have given me.I would die again if they needed it.Many know me as the Huntress, and the guardian over many Divines. Others know me as a murderer, a fallen angel, and one who will never be able to full repent from their
unnamedIt's so surrealthis way that I feelI want you so nearI tried to push you awaybecause the sadness would searThen shadows passed over the moonThe silver light lit my wayright back to youWe go around and aroundand around though we try to watch outIs this reality?
Dont look at this deviationHow do you lie witha smile on your face?How do you hide allthe scratches inside?As a loverif you caredyou could have her every dayThe killing loneliness that sears insideChokes out these broken tears of mineDo you think someone makes me happierthan the arms of the one I love?Does it make you happierto let go of the one you said you loved?When the lights go down you feelso far away from meAs the silence of the darkness breathes into nightYou have my heart in your handsWill you crush itor spare it for another day?
Your EyesDay and nightyou're still all I think aboutand I long to be togetherI prayed that we never had to partyour eyes are bright as the dark moon skywarm and capture me in a minuteWill it ever get set right?Your eyes so bright and deeper than the seacaptured me in a minute and left me hypnotisedI get lost every time in your eyesI can find this change in me, I can be born anewBut here we are, heading into darkwhile I'm praying we never had to partYou're warm to me like the sun,and cold as a winter's runFor a second chance I'd tear my heartbut your eyeshave grown colder than broken iceI regret the things I've doneI take back the things I've saidThough I long for us to be oneYou're the hardest book I've read